Do you ever feel like you have lost yourself? Everybody at some time or another feels like the "real" person they are supposed to be is hidden somewhere. I firmly believe that moms definitely fall into this trap because we so often end up putting ourselves at the bottom of the "to-do" list.
Sometimes I personally want to rebel against this. I get so tired of being me and _______(fill in the blank). I just want to be me. I know that I can't do that all of the time....but now and again would be nice.
I started crying last night because I didn't want to have to be me and _______ anymore. I just wanted to be me, nothing more. Then I cried even harder because I am not sure who I am really anymore. I have worn so many hats that I'm not sure I know who I am without them.
I guess I need to figure that out.
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